Monthly Archives: May 2014

Crash

Amazing how you can go from flying high in one minute to crashing low in the next, all thanks to the actions of another person. I’m not going to go into details; frankly it’s not something I want to think … Continue reading

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Finally, Date Night with The Knight

I’m ridiculously excited about tonight.  Actually, that’s not true.  I’m riCOCKulously excited about tonight!!! For the past year I’ve been “friends” with a guy I call The Knight.  We dated last summer, things feel apart, and we didn’t talk for … Continue reading

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The Return of Chicken Butt Boy

Are you fricken kidding me?  He texted me again this week?  Starting to think he’s more than immature – he’s a fucking idiot! After telling him I wasn’t interested, then ignoring his last text, I thought that he’d finally gotten … Continue reading

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Such a Failure

Oh my god, I am such a failure. 😦 I backed out of the other event tonight.  I’m not even sure why.  I could give you a great list of reasons: I’m still tired from yesterday; I took at nap … Continue reading

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Singles Night, Part 2

So, how was Singles Night? No fricken chicken idea.  I didn’t go. Now, in all fairness, I didn’t not go because of my anxiety.  So yay for me! 🙂 I didn’t go because of my fatigue.  So boo for my … Continue reading

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Singles Night

A while ago (almost 2 years ago), I joined a group on meetup.com for singles in my area.  I’m not new here, but since I don’t work outside the house anymore, and I’m not in school anymore, and all my … Continue reading

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Grocery Shopping with Cog Fog

Being on SSDI, I am poor.  Your SSDI is figured by how much you have paid into it over the years you worked.  I had my first job when I was 18, and worked part-time minimum wage jobs through college.  … Continue reading

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Two Things I Try and Remember When I’m Having a Rough Day

When my depression hits, I tell myself and try to ignore the sweet tortures she is whispering in my mind. When my anxiety come clawing back, I try to remember and tell myself that whatever is going to happen will … Continue reading

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Feeling Blah

I’m feeling kinda blah today.  A little sad, somewhat bored, and definitely lonely.  Tired, too.  And because its such a beautiful day (low 80’s, bright sun, no humidity), I feel guilty for feeling blah.  If it was a rainy, dark … Continue reading

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Calm Me

This post from Mickologist  got me thinking about what calms me down when I feel anxious or what makes me feel better when the depression is clawing at the edges.  There’s the usual things, like deep breathing, going for a … Continue reading

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