Category Archives: Dating


Fadó, fadó (Long ago), I had amazing self-confidence.  Even when I was at my heaviest weight of over 350 pounds, I rocked my curves and strutted everywhere I went, drawing appreciative looks from men (and some women).  I know my … Continue reading

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I hit a low point about a week and a half ago and I’m having trouble pulling myself out of it. There’s a lot floating in my head.  Most of it is sadness, loneliness, and what I’m sure most people … Continue reading

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Amazing how you can go from flying high in one minute to crashing low in the next, all thanks to the actions of another person. I’m not going to go into details; frankly it’s not something I want to think … Continue reading

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Finally, Date Night with The Knight

I’m ridiculously excited about tonight.  Actually, that’s not true.  I’m riCOCKulously excited about tonight!!! For the past year I’ve been “friends” with a guy I call The Knight.  We dated last summer, things feel apart, and we didn’t talk for … Continue reading

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The Return of Chicken Butt Boy

Are you fricken kidding me?  He texted me again this week?  Starting to think he’s more than immature – he’s a fucking idiot! After telling him I wasn’t interested, then ignoring his last text, I thought that he’d finally gotten … Continue reading

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Such a Failure

Oh my god, I am such a failure. 😦 I backed out of the other event tonight.  I’m not even sure why.  I could give you a great list of reasons: I’m still tired from yesterday; I took at nap … Continue reading

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Singles Night, Part 2

So, how was Singles Night? No fricken chicken idea.  I didn’t go. Now, in all fairness, I didn’t not go because of my anxiety.  So yay for me! 🙂 I didn’t go because of my fatigue.  So boo for my … Continue reading

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Singles Night

A while ago (almost 2 years ago), I joined a group on for singles in my area.  I’m not new here, but since I don’t work outside the house anymore, and I’m not in school anymore, and all my … Continue reading

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